procrastination

i procrastinate a lot. 9 out of 10 times, i feel bad about it, and rightly so. But there's no better feeling than that one time, when i feel so glad for having procrastinated.

I feel glad i procrastinate my anger. More often than not, my anger dies fastly with time. The longer i procrastinate, the calmer i feel. It avoids me "suttufying" someone with my "naa" and thereby causing "vadu".

I feel glad i procrastinate vengeance for it'd otherwise crumble all the faith i have in, "innaa seydhaarai oruththal avar naaNa nannayam seidhu vidal".

I get a lot of time to think when i procrastinate and i feel that my way of thinking gets better, the longer i take to make up my mind about something(eventhough i do not keep thinking about it all the time).

Procrastination educates me. Procrastination ruins me.

I am nothing and I am everything if i do not procrastinate.

Here I am, still thinking whether i should click on the "publish post" button or not. I think I will...

Logical Feelings...

just past midnight and she was lost in thoughts. she knew that opposite poles attract. but...

does the analogy hold good for people with contradicting views about most things in life?
****if yes, what is the binding force?
********physical appearance?
************if yes, is it not transient?
********if not, what is it?
****if not, what is this feeling inside her?

she was smiling at the way she structured her questions as if she were coding a program, something logical...

she knew one thing for sure. people with similar views get attracted to each other. but, for now, she only cared to know if the logical corollary was true. she knew she wished it to be false. but, is it? she was caught in a whirlpool of logic and feeling. the only problem was that her opposite was a logical thing and she was a feeling person...

"wish life had a simpler logic", she felt...

Happy Valentine's Day

to the millions of lovers and mere livers all around the world...celebrate love!

EDIT::::::Feb 17, 2006- 10 am:
changed the pic cos some of my readers thought the previous one was offensive and yucky!

EDIT::::::Mar 26, 2006- 5pm:
just realised that this pic is a beauty. It's tough to say whether the couple is walking towards the waves or away from it! My initial reaction when i posted this pic was that they were walking towards us and away from the waves, but now am not sure! Help me out on this, if you can...